Journal+2-Sneeze

April 15th 2010 Topic is my **__f__****__ears__**. (20 mins of writing)

I have many fears. One of them are bees. I remeber when I ws little and playing kick ball with some of my childhood friends. the ball went into this bush. I said i would get it and i went into the bush. There was this huge bee hive in there. I ran out crying my head off scaried out of my mind. My fear of bees is still around. My little sister has the same fear as me. Mine is worse then hers though. My other fear is that im afraid of being left behind or in other words alone. That fear came from when i was little and watched my mom and origanal father have a fist fight and its was very violent. I was like four years old when i saw that. I was scaried and that memory stays with me still. Im scaried of spiters. I once went to my cabin to spended the weekend there. I went to sleep in my bed and when i woke up i saw this white ball right next to my face. I was half asleep so i didn't know what i was looking at. I hen noticed that it was moving. The image became clearand i saw this big fat harry spiter in my face, to make this worse there was spiter eggs next to it. I screamed and got a pillow and throw it at the spiter and ran out of the room.

Next topic __**sharks**__

I love sharks. I loved them since i was little. When i was little i was watching the sciences channel and it was shark week. I was like 6 and watched it. My mom was scaried from it ans so was my little sister. Also when i was little i had to pick a movie to watch with my mom and little sister it was men in black or this shark movie. I watched men in black and was scaried from it. Then saw the weird shark movie and loved it. My mom thought i was crazy for like watching all the blood and guts without even flinking. I love sharks way to much i have a wooden shark at my house, little shark figures, shark book marks, like 17 shark books. Im just obbessed with sharks. My friends think im strange for loveing sharks, well i usally love the most dangerous animals in the world. I want to protect them when i get older. I want to do want ever it takes to save them from the torment they face now like when people capture sharks and cut there fins off then throw the animal bak in the water alive. That was so terrible to think they do that. Thats animal abuse. New rules to protect sharks are more powerful then ever. I am happy that this world is trying to change its terrible was.

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I have a great family. I trust them all. We are not afraid to tell our secrets...ok we force it out of each other by playing this truth game. My cousins come for sleep over at my house and I go to there's all the time. We are so close. We go to the movies, the beach, and go on vacation together. We have our problems sometimes and have fights be we always make up. Alara (little sister) is sometimes the cause of the fights. My cousins John and Alex are the ones I'm closest to. My mom said when I was really little I was always with john or Alex or by myself chasing some animal. My family can be pain. Like sometimes my cousins would ask to come to my house and my mom would say no but they would keep asking. It can be a pain sometimes but I have to love them. We are worried about what the future holds for us because we think we might just stop being so close to them. I don't believe this though.=====